Baby Week

What is it that makes me always turn to Discovery Health or TLC when there are baby shows on? It was Baby Week on DH this weekend & I kept it on while I did other things around the house. Watching it makes me feel jealous, heartbroken, sad & it always makes me cry... but I can't look away. It's like a train-wreck. I am happy for those people, I love to see the stories of miracles & much wanted families; I love to see the look on a new mother's face when she first hears her baby cry... I want that feeling so badly that my heart hurts with it.

When will I learn just to turn it off?